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Becoming The Slut - A Subs View
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(Written over a year ago so does refer to me by my old name. )
Princess requested I write a couple of paragraphs for her blog (and if your reading this then you should understand that a "request" from a Princess is an order).
I have been a submissive all my life and these are very deeply held emotions. Unfortunately I am not confident enough that the world immediately around me would share and tolerate my views on female supremacy. Within my "vanilla" world I hide my desires, I'm often online researching Female Dominance, regularly using Femdom porn and very occasionally (when the circumstances permit) I visit Pro-Dommes. In this way I have become a fantasist who dreams long (and very hard) about submitting in so many different ways to so many different women, and each fantasy has its own kinks or unique quirks/fetishes. I'm writing this now because my circumstances had given me the opportunity to visit a Domme over a more extended period and on the off-chance I contacted Princess Jade regarding this opportunity. When I met Jade she appeared as the perfect, young, brat-princess which was wonderful for me having been in "dungeon" settings before. Princess was more a domestic humiliatrix who gained her dominance through force of personality and I have never wanted to please anyone more in my entire life.
At our first meeting I was placed in chastity (thank You), but then Princess was easy and almost gentle with me. I wondered whether she was going through the motions and whether I had chosen poorly, however by the end of my time locked away tight those sensuous worship sessions with such a cute girl drove me to desperate despair and were the greatest torture of all. I was to descend into my own subspace constantly taunted when not with her (e.g. texts from nights out) and teased to a pathetic mess when with her (I learned to love the taste of my own pre-cum). I am not into "FinDom" but (I know it sounds cliché) I was being moulded, her wish lists became my night time reading and by the end of our shopping trip I was on my knees in public and begging for an immediate session (which of course I did not get, she wanted to laugh at me begging in public and take pics). I was loosing myself, being used and degraded constantly, on day 2 she named me her slut and of course she was right by day 4 I was performing for her, like a filthy little whore, while she laughed at my desperation to please.
I guess I've learned that you should get to know your Dominant because it is so much better that way and, like I said, you can submit in so many different ways to so many different women, and each fantasy does have its own kink or unique quirks/fetishes, therefore I'm thankful and a little proud to have spent my time with a true, sweet dominant Princess. Thank You, Princess Jade's slut. x.
Princess requested I write a couple of paragraphs for her blog (and if your reading this then you should understand that a "request" from a Princess is an order).
I have been a submissive all my life and these are very deeply held emotions. Unfortunately I am not confident enough that the world immediately around me would share and tolerate my views on female supremacy. Within my "vanilla" world I hide my desires, I'm often online researching Female Dominance, regularly using Femdom porn and very occasionally (when the circumstances permit) I visit Pro-Dommes. In this way I have become a fantasist who dreams long (and very hard) about submitting in so many different ways to so many different women, and each fantasy has its own kinks or unique quirks/fetishes. I'm writing this now because my circumstances had given me the opportunity to visit a Domme over a more extended period and on the off-chance I contacted Princess Jade regarding this opportunity. When I met Jade she appeared as the perfect, young, brat-princess which was wonderful for me having been in "dungeon" settings before. Princess was more a domestic humiliatrix who gained her dominance through force of personality and I have never wanted to please anyone more in my entire life.
At our first meeting I was placed in chastity (thank You), but then Princess was easy and almost gentle with me. I wondered whether she was going through the motions and whether I had chosen poorly, however by the end of my time locked away tight those sensuous worship sessions with such a cute girl drove me to desperate despair and were the greatest torture of all. I was to descend into my own subspace constantly taunted when not with her (e.g. texts from nights out) and teased to a pathetic mess when with her (I learned to love the taste of my own pre-cum). I am not into "FinDom" but (I know it sounds cliché) I was being moulded, her wish lists became my night time reading and by the end of our shopping trip I was on my knees in public and begging for an immediate session (which of course I did not get, she wanted to laugh at me begging in public and take pics). I was loosing myself, being used and degraded constantly, on day 2 she named me her slut and of course she was right by day 4 I was performing for her, like a filthy little whore, while she laughed at my desperation to please.
I guess I've learned that you should get to know your Dominant because it is so much better that way and, like I said, you can submit in so many different ways to so many different women, and each fantasy does have its own kink or unique quirks/fetishes, therefore I'm thankful and a little proud to have spent my time with a true, sweet dominant Princess. Thank You, Princess Jade's slut. x.
